just haven’t been myself lately ..
I just let myself go … I can say that .. it’s jut not the same no more … In HS. .. it was nails this .. hair that .. like I was always on point.. now that I’m older been through certain things i just don’t have the drive like i use too… and that sucks man… I kinda feel unpretty .. especially when I’m literally a beautiful person inside and out… I just need to find my spark again.. I just don’t know where to start.
fuck these niggas man.
Thanks but no thanks…
Tomorrow is my birthday … and I’m dying to throw one of these “Thanks but no thanks” at one of my guy friends… & my EX.. these two men are the worse.. toy with my heart ..let it get some hope for love then disappears shortly after. I’m thru with it honestly! I do nothing wrong.. it’s them! they play to many damn games & i’m so fucking annoyed. Like… they both just continuously play with my emotions & they’ve been doing it for 4 years.. i think its time to let it go … even tho I don’t want too… it’s about that time. I don’t want any parts w/ these men….. wow that feels good just wanted to get that out my system really quick.
